Post by Logo (The Horrorshow Freak) on Mar 2, 2014 13:24:21 GMT
I'll keep all my poetry in one thread, or try to atleast. Also. It's great to be the first to post. Then again, I am the admin.. Hm. Anyway, here's the poem.
One thing.
One thing you will never know, is the hate I hide behind the love that I show, it's like I'm living in hell, and everyone else is the snow, they try to bring me down, try to take off my crown, but the main thing is the fact I'm lied to and piled high with memories I drown. I am the crow and she is the butterfly, but this story isnt as safe this one makes me cry. I am haunted by such a melody it's fogging my clarity, what can I do besides sit and smile? Not like anyone cares until they walk that one mile. The means and the functions aren't the same, so many new things to learn it's such a shame. Is it really worth it or is it just bull shit? To think I wanted this to think this was all bliss, now it's like there's no common ground, it's like we are bound down. Every time I look it's killin me, the way I'm hurt I'll need a roofie. I got a foot in the grave, I'm already inslaved. It's already said and done, no more games or fun. Why do I have to be this hurt? I never did any wrong even protected against perverts. It's sad I feel this way, because I felt completely different yesterday, maybe we can't work it out, maybe there always will be that inch of doubt, not one to pout, but I don't like where this is heading, it's something I am really dreading, can I just get this over with? Turns out love is just a myth. Stay depressed is the life for me for there is no way for me to be set free I'm chained, and the more I scratch and claw the less that's gained. I feel like I'm losing my balance, feels like in your heart I am an absence. I just sit and hope that I can safe us, but the way it looks I don't think there's enough trust. I love her with all my heart, I just wish we could hit restart and go back to before and fix what has been lost to those before. Soon life will be better for you, and for me I'll be depressed we know that's true. As we slowly fade into the night, we wonder and think before we close our eyes and hearts tight.
One thing.
One thing you will never know, is the hate I hide behind the love that I show, it's like I'm living in hell, and everyone else is the snow, they try to bring me down, try to take off my crown, but the main thing is the fact I'm lied to and piled high with memories I drown. I am the crow and she is the butterfly, but this story isnt as safe this one makes me cry. I am haunted by such a melody it's fogging my clarity, what can I do besides sit and smile? Not like anyone cares until they walk that one mile. The means and the functions aren't the same, so many new things to learn it's such a shame. Is it really worth it or is it just bull shit? To think I wanted this to think this was all bliss, now it's like there's no common ground, it's like we are bound down. Every time I look it's killin me, the way I'm hurt I'll need a roofie. I got a foot in the grave, I'm already inslaved. It's already said and done, no more games or fun. Why do I have to be this hurt? I never did any wrong even protected against perverts. It's sad I feel this way, because I felt completely different yesterday, maybe we can't work it out, maybe there always will be that inch of doubt, not one to pout, but I don't like where this is heading, it's something I am really dreading, can I just get this over with? Turns out love is just a myth. Stay depressed is the life for me for there is no way for me to be set free I'm chained, and the more I scratch and claw the less that's gained. I feel like I'm losing my balance, feels like in your heart I am an absence. I just sit and hope that I can safe us, but the way it looks I don't think there's enough trust. I love her with all my heart, I just wish we could hit restart and go back to before and fix what has been lost to those before. Soon life will be better for you, and for me I'll be depressed we know that's true. As we slowly fade into the night, we wonder and think before we close our eyes and hearts tight.